Hey now.

I honestly dont give a fuck anymore, at all. I'm tired of sitting around in life and watching everyone be oh so happy and carefree, surrounded by their many friends. And it isnt that watching this bothers me. No, it doesnt. Knowing that I'm never, ever going to have anything like that is what kills me inside, and I'm just waiting for the day when I completely crash and burn.

“You must realize that one day you will die. Until then you are worthless.”
No one cares until you're gone.