My youth group talks about people when they walk away. I never join in, sometimes I just listen, and other times it pisses me off so much I either get mad at them, or walk away. And then I wonder if they just talk about me when I walk away. I wonder if anyone would stand up for me like I've stood up for them. I feel like that a lot; as soon as I leave, they talk about me just like they were talking about the last person who left their little clique circle.
I want some real friends who will stand by my side no matter what.