Just because you are a certain way, I get dragged into it as well. What you are doing affects my life greatly. I hate you for it. I hate you for taking away everyone I love from me. If people find out I will be judged also. I think you only care about what you want in life. There is nothing you can do to change how I feel. I will always have hatred toward you. Forever. Nothing will change that, especially after you change. I wish I didnt have to deal with it at all. It just isnt fair to me, or anyone else in our family.
You're tearing us all apart.